I am totally amazed at how my Mom has handled her injury. You all know how I used to feel about the situation. I wish I could have handled it better, because the attitude I had cost me the respect of a lot of people. Lord, I pray that somehow, things can me repaired between the people who my rantings offended and myself!

As some of you may know, I'm a shy person. Even though I find it an inconvienience at times, it's not as bad as I think it is sometimes. Moses was a shy person and not a good speaker, and look how God used him!

It's not easy being a Christian, especially in my Family. Both of my Sisters are not Christians and have very hostile opinions about them, mot of which are not repeatable on here. A few year ago, while travelling with my Sister Julie to Maryland to go shopping, and I asked her if she'd like to go to Church with my parents and me. From the look on her face, you'd think I'd called her every name in the book or something! Seriously, I thought she was gonna make me get outta the car and walk all the way home! Anyway, I keep praying that she'll come to God before it's too late, and will keep praying for her for as long as it takes!

Lord, I pray that you would give me the discipline to keep up a diet. I know that being fat is bad for me, and over the past couple of days I've heard of 2 large people who have suffered strokes because of their weight. So please Lord, Help me!

Right now, I'm trying to make more time for just sitting down, reading my Bible, reviewing what I've just read, and really digesting it. I used to read every night, but such is the hectic life I lead....even though I know that's no excuse!

Another person in the Bible I admire is Caleb. Even when he was 85 years old, he was ready and rearing to claim his land that had been promised to him 45 years earlier, and to take on the Giants there. It goes to show you that God keeps his promises, even though it might take years for that promise to be fulfilled!

Lord, Once again, I pray that you would guide the woman you have for me and myself together. I know that it will only happen in Your time, but I pray that it's soon, because I am sooooo lonely!